Do I need to calll them back ?

Recently, I am really tired of all the things. I don't want to work, don't want to study, don't want clean my room, don't want to get up in the morning.

I think my life so far is about 50% unconertated studying, 20% eating and sleeping, 10% watching Korean drama, 7% chasing Idols, 5% complaining, 3% day dreaming, 2% doing silly stuff which even myself don't understand, 2% working and 1% doing nothing.

I think I lost several of my middle name " determined" , " ambition" and "dream making". I do missing them, my middle name. But my new middle name just stick on my very hard ~ "lazy", " not bid deal", " do it later" and "Ambition - Relax"

I am so far away from my path right now, even H is kind of guve up on me. Should I give up too. I alwys forget my age, I always think I am that girl who just graduated from college. GOsh ~it's just like yesterday.

Should I called those posstive middle name back !!

But have to say it's great to search on internet all day just reading silly stuff and looking cute idols' photos !!